A Musing From Corinthians…
If I can speak the eloquence of the ages
In tongues of angelic sound
But cannot hear the forlorn cry of the lonely heart
Desperate for a Word balm of kindness-
I am the worst noise of empty clash and gong
Tin, ear -ringing, cold, ego -pride fluster- in brass.
If I can see the pathways of the depths of man
And hold the balance to the weight of every thought and intent
With calculating accuracy reduce actions to a set of predictable
Formulaic rhythms and reasons-
Bringing mountains to molehills-
But I cannot see hunger in front of me,
Withholding all crumbs from my table of insight,
As precious morsels from an enlightened existence-
I alone am the most pitiable, weak, and impoverished of souls.
If I leave the world of men
To live upon the heights of ascent,
Deliver myself a sacrifice for the causes of greatest good
But do not live with my heart pierced by the wounds
Of the afflictions of those of earth-
And bear their life in my open, upraised hands-
To hold in love,
To receive in love,
To give in love….
My own soul fire is but a dim flickering wick
that profits the world-
Nothing.
© Christina Dammerman 2012